hidding something

have you ever hide something from your family because you know or like somehow thinks it will get you into big trouble???? well i have and lets just say that i do it A LOT!!! yup yup... like i mean i'm not like proud of it, but like they make it so hard to communicate with them that you end up don't communicating with them at all.... well idk why but yeah and well there's a lot of things i hide from them but there are just some things that are hard to "cover up" i mean it's know that bad.... well i guess in my family it is but yeah..... so like my brother found out and idk if he's going to tell my mom, talk to her about it, talk to me or whatever... oh man if only god would pity my soul and just make everyone forget that it ever happened.... but yeah... i mean i like talking to my brother but whenever we have like a serious talk i just somehow just cant help but feel dumb about it or just shut up and have nothing else to say to him...... and it just plain old pisses me off!!!!!!!!!!! well... who ever is out there pray for me please... please help me and let my brother from not saying anything about it to anyone, anything, any soul, any object and just keeps it to himself in a safely manner.....